Bittersweet Life...

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

dunno wat im feelin 4 da Os. been staying back at sch to study... hopefully my results will show. i really wanna improve... so teachs and parents, give me some time ya?

i dun feel like blogging anymore. like i've lost interest. sorry bout the taggie and song. i dunno wat to do... so ill try to blog as much as i can now aitez? if i dun update for like a few days, sorri. ok..today, nth unsual happened. started on relative velocity 4 a math, and oh my... whoeva came up with tt is such a boring person.. coz he like didnt have anything else to do except to create some stupid and complicated stuff. ok... im talking shit. stop now. oh yeah, liya's hp got confiscated..hehe. awww.. sorry gal. erm, sorry to whoeva i was angry with juz now... a lot i think. haiz... ema performed on stage... sth bout dance stuff. her butt was like real stiff when comes to the part where they have to, u noe, wateva.

i have a crush. hehe... on my tutor's bro in law. he speaks FRENCH. FRENCH ppl! oh!! and he has the features of a hindustani hero.. onli tyt his body not tt muscular. but it's average u noe... coz if it's like too big, it'll be damn ugly and bulky. so yeah... really gd looking guy... he's not S'pore. well, too bad. dunno where's he's frm. he studies in africa though... he's havin his 3 mths holidays. 3 mth peeps.... ours still a long way to... so we shall patiently wait 4 it. once again...he speaks FRENCH!

see... i dun even noe wat else to blog abt. god... im getting back to sq 1. when i first started... absolutely cluessless as to wat im supposed to blog abt... guess this thing is a temporary interest 4 me... dun think i wanna blog bout anything else.. oh yeah there is actually.

this is the onli place where im able to speak my mind. so here goes. why do ppl our age get involve in a relationship? no offence to those are... really. i mean, it's gd tt u can commit... but y the need now? if ur relationship is crappy, and always in deep shit, it'll affect ur studies 4 sure. tt's is so typical. then u ruin ur wateva crap, like studies and future. and yeah... well, getting in a relationship is one thing, but y are these ppl SO into it? i mean, yes, they have to stand by it... but y are they so emotional bout every single thing tt goes ard them? if they are completely matured as to go into a relationship, y cant they handle even trivial stuff? questions... a lot tt im wondering bout y. yes, i have NO experience at all... u mite think tt im juz some stupid retard to talk bout thiz... but this my view. juz read it, if u dun want, it's ok. no prob at all... juz make me wonder, tt's all. it's true wat they say... tt teenagers are not mature enuf to be in a relationship... majority of those tt are ina relationship can like really support each other financially rite? someway, somehow, probs can evolve frm there. the other is tt the relationship shouldnt like onli based on luv onli rite... onli god noes wat kinda luv these ppl are referin to. most of tem are puppy luv... tt's real crap. wateva. as i was syaing, shouldnt be based on luv, but should be based on trust too. i get VERY irritated when some ppl ask me where their 'half' is, what do the other 'half' have after sch... coz u noe wat? they wanna check if the other is tellin the truth. if u keep askin, arent u like trying to unfair? coz it's like u dun trust them... rite? or izzit they juz wanna make it an issue... like they wanna keep it low, but on the other hand, they make it SO obvious. argh! use ur pathetic brains.. suz, liya, erl> im so not referin to ya.. so dun worry. like... wat the heck? god... it's so frustrating... even yesterday, when i was having tuition, someone called me and asked me sth, coz she wasnt like to sure bout 'her guy'. i even told her tt i was having tuition... but u noe wat? she continue her question... instead of stopping. again, today, she asked. argh! u noe wat the meaning of argh!?

ill continue some other time... tt's all. sorry if i've offended anyone... but my dearest classmates who are readin this, the fact are not abt u.... dun worry.

~i dun oppose luv or relationship. juz some ppl's action can make me go beserk.

Smashed into pieces at 7/27/2004 06:09:00 PM